The micro bonds between atoms

produce this molecule

The macro bonds between me-with-others

produce my gender in the world

My interface-body relates

through permanent distortions

To succumb

from the symbolic

To transition

to the real

Chemical messenger of the body

through the bloodstream

to my tissues and organs

through the unconscious

to my subjectivity

To format

to give format

lines of interconnected signifiers

variables - functions

variants - fluctuations

in continuous motion

from servers located in some cold corner

to this screen

Interface-body

system of simultaneous codes

semiotic - technical

linguistic - bodily

To write about the Self

univocal and permanent

is a paradox

Ephemera ego sum

I remake myself

I re/invent myself

I wonder how much of me is/remains

between my present self and past self

in the becoming of myself

The doubts of being

not being

and wanting to be

The gaze of the other

The gaze of myself through the other

The gaze of the other to themselves through me

We are Soma